rant rant rant!

i bet everyone has seen the UGLY and FUNNY pictures i posted at fb! under the album name haha. really haha lor, i haha at every next picture i click. it contains super loads of memories!!! and you can see the transformation luh. i didn't know i'm so freaking fat last time. not that i'm very skinny now but skinnier than last time a bit. haha.

i still used to think that my size is quite okay in the past but now when i look back it is SO NOT okay. :\ since i've become slightly a bit skinnier, i hope it'll continue in the future! hope that i'll become 40kg when i turn 21 or something. :z

oh i heard laopo telling me that her friends are spreading around the pictures news, sharing around and laugh about it our looks in the past. HAHAHA, joke of the week. now YOU know why i didn't manage to attract hjf during secondary school? the pictures says it all! :D i'm not lying cos he DID admit he was attracted to me AFTER i cut my hair short. aye! how come i didn't know of that earlier!!! :x

nvm abou that, change topic!!!

uhm, i think i'm dislike-ing my work a little more each day. maybe i just ain't suitable to be a salesperson. i'm BAD at speaking and starting a conversation from the start. my character is just like that, i tried to be better for the past 1 whole year of doing retail but still, nothing changes? haha. guess i'm not aggressive enough to push sales, i'm unable to put in much effort to try to catch every customer that comes in. i'm not a smiley face. i can't do well, i can't prove to boss that i'm good, i'm not good enough to make him just sit there and watch me do sales. basically i just can't do sales - for clothings. :) mabe i can do better for cosmetics cos m passion for that is much much more than clothings! haha. lastly, i think boss didn't notice that but i did feel he's showing favouritism, no? haha. god kows. :)

i'm interested working at it show though. there' one coming up real soon, wish i had the chance to try that, must be really exhausting! i WANNA be exhausted from the hard work i do, i don't wanna be exhausted from sitting all day doing nothing. it's pointless... hmm but i think it's too late alr cos the it fair's coming at 10th this month! :( next time maybe... once this it fair is finished and i don't see the rumoured lx4 coming, i'm totall gonna forget about it and get that decent lx3 instead! been waiting for fuck long alr! MAD! :(

shit, i haven't do my make up et, clubbing at ph later! i missed it last week cos of my stupid cough and i'm not gonna miss it this time, tonight. :) laopo, let's rock tgt tonight!!! DANCING IS MY MEDICINE!!! LOLS. :D

feels so good, i got off day for tmr, and over the weekend! happ or not?! I AM! just a to do list for tmr to remind mself...

1)pay fuck phone bills and get data plan!
2)do more hair extentions, not thick enough!
3)get my ass to orchard ion again cos i finally find out where sephora is located!
4)return the money i owed pandora's box!
5)get new brushes and eyeliners, need to tr new makeup!
6)if theres extra time, go get my mp3 usb at jurong. for god's sake, it's been a ear alr!!!

yea yea that's all! hope everything can be done tmr! if not, to be continued on another day. :(

me will update moreee but i quit this job! :D