drama ma ma ma ma

stupid! i was trying to upload the rest of the pics to fb but it just kept failing!!! pissed off and gave up. :(

my hammie died on friday morning. or is it thursday night i'm not sure cos i saw it dead on friday morning when i went off for work.. :( didn't tweet or blog about it cos i was feeling damn damn scared, i didn't know what to do, tried very very hard not to think or talk about it cos i can feel i'm slightly shivering when i think of how it looked like.

as usual before i went out, i check them out every morning. only saw 2, but cldn't find the 3rd one. to my fucking horror, i saw it lying on its back DEAD. i only took one glance and that's it. i don't dare to take a second look again.

it is fucking gross i tell you. i think the hammies got into some fight or something. but i think most probably the other 2 killed and eat it. it's like, alr turn into brown. the body is flat and i presume its stomach, lungs and intestines were all being ate. it died a terrible death. :( it's the one i love most, i felt really bad for it. it must be squeaking for help but i didn't know at all. WTFWTFWTF! i still can't accept the fact that it is gone just like this. :((((

the other 2 hammies are kinda seriously injured as well. the fur is ripped off and their stomach is full of dried up blood. EWWWWWWWW.

luckily, hjf was there to help me clear parco's dead body. i got a feeling that the other two might not be able to live long cos of their injuries. but i'm still keeping them. though they became fiercer and uglier! i shall try and see whether they'll still live. hopefully! god bless pls!!! :(

AND YO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YTD?! i ALMOST lost my ring. yes yes yes, ALMOST OKAY!!! scare me to death luhzxzxzxzxzx. :(

cos of my stupid hair extentions luh! oh, do you know i've had extentions?? i think you don't right? only some friends saw it. haha, ya ya i know my butt itchy, hair so short still go and put hair extentions. :x just wanna try ma. i need to put another layer next week, cos it's too thin luh. hahaha. i'll post pictures of my new hair! but i think i look older and weird. nvm, maybe i'm still not used to it yet.

my head felt heavier, even much heavier when it's being washed! now i need time to prepare when going out. need time to wash gently, slowly scrub into my scalp, slowly blow dry. i think that add up 20 more minutes to my preparing time? shit luh! i still thought of getting straightener and curler. LOL. :x okay i think i side track too much. back to the ring!

hmm, as i was saying, i FREAKING almost lost my ring. :\ cos i was trying to tie my hair so i took out my ring and place it on one of the arcade table. and stupid forgetful me forget to wear it back. and it was quite long until i realized it! we left arcade, walk towards bugis street, went up level 2, walked a few rounds, went to iluma, went up to arcade, sat at an area and start to slack a bit. AND THEN I REALIZED it's not on my finger. :( not my fault okay!!! cos it feels really light and i don't feel a thing until i didn't see it on my finger. :\ okay luh, my fault to be forgetful.

you know you know, i ran ALL THE WAY from iluma to bugis junction arcade. i was crying while running, so fuck panic and i don't know what i was doing. called hjf, cried and cried like an idiot. lols, hung up and saw my cousin and i CRIED again. LOL. come to think about it, i must be looking damn retard and funny. HAHAHA.

anyway, thanks to li an cos he found it for me! yay. :D but he so childish lor, still wanna lie to me that he actually found it but made a mistake that he saw wrongly. which made me cried again. zzz!! #&*!&$#*(@

me is running tap water. lols. can't help it also. :( at that point of time, really feel like pulling out all my hair. :x

anyhow, a few pictures from ytd!







me still not used to my long hair you see. can't seem to get the right angle. hmmmmm...

and then try to act chio with my new long hair...



at home(don't mind the ugly background)



outside... but i think i failed. HAHA!!! :D





at workplace's fitting room. oh i dono why i tried so hard to open my eyes big. zzz.

plus! 2 pics with my short hair...





i think my face look fatter with the hair extentions, look older also. omgosh! nvm, it'll be over after 6 months. no, i didn't regret! haha. :)



and here's one pic of me and laopo. taken while her webcam is on. i never know webcamming could be so fun! lols! i wanna too! getting a laptop sooner or later. but still not sure which to go for. macbook? asus? vaio? hmmmm. i just want something light and user friendly, with a nice design too! ^^

okay, gtg get my late lunch alr. :( might blog again later. ciao!

HAVING FUN! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

lols, while waiting for time to past, i upload even more photos a fb! so fucking funny luh the old photos!!!

LOL, having so much fun with myself here. :x omgosh, i'm so freaking childish! BUT I LIKE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

oh btw i just post my blog link on fb! so if you found me from there, HELLO! LOLS! i think i'm going crazy, don't care about me. muahahahahaha. gonna meet laopo alr, BYEBYEBYE!!!

neh neh nee boo boo

i remembered i had a private blog over at wordpress a year ago! lols. which was kind of dumb luh, i think i didn't reveal the url, did i? oh even if i reveal it's also pointless since all posts are locked? o.o i created blogs here and there trying all of them but i still think i feel most comfortable with blogger? but the only thing it can't do is set selected posts to private/pw protected. hmm, maybe someday i'll move over to wordpress? haha. :D

my cough is getting from bad to worse, i feel i can cough out my lungs alr lor, so uncomfortable! the feeling sucks and my eys feel like closing. hate falling sick! cos i take a looooooooong time to recover. no, i don't take medicine! hate that the most! that explains the speed of my recovery. :(

having an interview over at hula& co tmr. i know, sales job again right? but i just need to work like now, for the time being. after that i'll start to pursue my dreams to be a _____ or ____ ______ or ___ __________! it's my secret! don't tell youuuuuu! :x

btw i just youtubed singapre idol's auditions and i'm so infactuated by their voice. BEAUTIFUL! love the females this year they're all so good! omg, i really take my hat off to them. like how can they take the stress and tolerate the scoldings and all? if it were me, i'd have cry and cry and cry. yea, i'm just weak like this, cries easily. :(

but i do wanna try too eh! but currently no contests being held yet. hahaha. it'd be fun to learn something new and gain some different experience in life? maybe use this chance to get rid of my stage fright as well! :D when there's any upcoming competition tell me okay?!?!?!?! :D

oh gosh, i still can't stop coughing, think i'm gonna die. lols. somebody! anybody! show some care okay?!?!?!

i'm just gonna end my post here aruptly again as usual. ciao.

lost my blogging bug.

like recently? haha. cos i felt i have the limits what can be and cannot be blogged about, that explains why. as in like, i feel kind of restricted. be it happy or sad, i gotta be careful about what i write.

hate to be questioned about this and that. hate that i hurt people's feelings at times. i don't mean too, you have to know that alright?

shag luh. moreover, i typed an entry ytd and it fucked up. don't wish to write another one cos i'm lazy to. super pissed off when things like that happen. like it's made by my effort and gone just like that. HATE IT!

at times i dislike my family's upbringing. why does my friends' or ppl i know have such a happy family? except mine? they're like so close to each other and can speak their mind out to their siblings.

what about mine? all they know is scold and scold. i DO have a mind of my own too! i'm already 19 years old this year, and going T W E N T Y next year! can't you guys let me be more independent? like fuck. the little things i do didn't contribute to the family?

only i bother to get shower foam, shampoo, toothpaste and all other shits. you think i wanna treat my home as a hotel meh? hello? i'm earning myslef a living, MIND YOU! i'm doing LONG hours leh. you think i want this meh?

sorry, oh i'm very sorry. i'm not smart. i only get a o level cert, i'm not capable of getting a diploma that's why i can't get a DECENT job. yada yada. i'm useless, i know. need not you to repeat that. just fuck off my sight.

moodless.

tattoos &piercings

i had interest in piercings since i was ard sec 1 or 2? i love to pierce my ears so much that i alr lost count of how many times i actually pierce AND re-pierce them. :\

i had like a total of 10 holes on my pair of ears?!

O M G.

and i won't fail to go back to the same place to get my piercing done which is at parkway. :D but now im only left with 5. doesn't really show cos i just wear those transparent earsticks. i love those kind of diabond bling blings but it hurts my ears so much when i'm sleeping. no choice luh, the lazy me doesn't want to bother to change it all the time. hah.

had a nval piercing when i was 17? but no more alr cos the stud dropped off when i was bathing. tried my VERY best to put it back but failed to. :( i wanna pierce it again i don't careee! but wait till i'm slimmer! oh, and recently a tongue piercing which i got ard last year end. it was a last minute decision and in my whole life i have NEVER thought of getting a tongue piercing. well, didn't know what i was thinking then. who cares? i didn't regret! and i'm loving it! ^^

thought of piercing my left brow as i won't turn out so obvious since my fringe will be covering my left side of the face more. :D the only thing is that i'm worried it'll get infection and leave an ugly scar behind. that's a big NO NO! complexion's as important as my life, cannot have any scars on it!! ^$@#*(#& bimbotic me i know. :(

should i? should i not? i'm quite into piercings and tattoos as i think it's very unique and it brings out another personality of a person, no? i think so leh!!

i want a tattoo too~ on my ankle/hips/back of shoulders/back of neck/ inside of wrist. still thinking but don't know!!! *think & think & think reallllllllll hard*

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i wanna be 40kg. i'm not kidding lor! it's gonna be hard to hit that weight cos of my big bones. stupid fats on my tummy and butt and arms can go away or not? ^#&&#@()! i have fat face(not very, but still kind of lor),elephant legs, humongous tummy, flabby arms and the most i hate... F-ING BIG HIPS!

at times i really feel like going for sugery and make my hips smaller, like remove a part of the bones away. :( all the girls i see on streets can wear those tight fit tank tops and tight fitting tube tops, unlike me. cannot carry out those kind of clothings cos of my SHORT AND BIG wasit. i really wanna be 40. i wanna be small and tiny. oh who doesn't want? like asking the stupidest qn on earth. duh. sianzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

i wanna go jogging but i think i'll get a heart attack after a mere 5 minutes cos my stamina sucks like hell. and i don't want get ugly muscles, i only wanna be thin and small. hah. how how how? somemore later i cut fats alr boobs become smaller also. CANNOT luh, cos alr like so small. any more smaller will become concave. :(

it's either i grow taller to 170cm or become thinner to 40kg. period.

UPDATE!

forget to point out that i have a thing for guys who have huge tattoos and many piercings! don't ask! cos i myself don't know why either! lols! not those kind of ah beng/gangster kinds but those which you can see that that they're into body art, NOT little ah bengs. hahahaha. those with tattooed arms and legs, will definitely get my attention. don't know why lehzxzxzxz. don't misunderstood! i'm not checking other boys out just... don't know how to say lah!

but no no for hjf cos me don't like him with tattoos and body piercings. but he did mention he's gonna get one on his arm, like a huge one. :

i'm still alive blogging, just need a damn cam!

emo this few days, so much things i feel and wanna talk about. but sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid, i guess i can't just blabber everything single thing in my life here yea? haha.

bee's(not my bf) been feeling unwell recently. sighs. i could predict this would happen when i first got him. every single living thing would definitely get weaker as time goes by. body system will start to go wrong...

he doesn't eat nowadays. he shitted and pee-ed with blood which is fucking disgusting and it aches to see him walking weakly towards me to welcome me back when i got home. it would still come and lick my feet as usual, just a tad slower? haha. i know he still loves me the most. :)

it's been, 9 years alr? haha, hope he's fine. yea sure he'll be.

oh well, a visit to the vet's gonna cost a BOMB to my pocket. i can't leave him to be sick like this, can i? sadly, i have to cancel off my overseas trip to taiwan & hongkong. :( damn saddening lah! just have to cancel off like this. i can only blame myself for not saving money, only having just the right amount each month. blah, kill myself. can't afford to go anymore... to think that i've been looking SO forward to it. feel like crying alrrrr. money drop from the sky can or not? :(

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i know i've been complaining for the 23572758349th time that i want a camera. lols. ppl who read this must be getting tired of my camera-complaints. hahaha. don't care lah. how long must i wait? sept seems so far away from today. is there really a lx4 coming out? i hope that dude isn't pulling my leg. argh.

everytime i see other blogs with so beautiful pictures, i feel so jealous! the colours are so vibrant somemore! mad mad mad jealouszxzxzxzxz. i swear i'm gonna post 100 pictures when i get it. HUMPH!

gone.

everything's fantabulous. :D

wa, my blog got average 5 readers everyday leh. who go refresh ah? hahaha. :D i know 5 is nothing but it is something to me cos i didn't tell any friends about my blog url. hmmm.

been busy for this 2 days! cos i modelled for a hair show, it was a great experience. i totally enjoyed this 2 days knowing new people and learning new stuffs though i was really tired and it took up my precious off days!

i took half day specially for it and now i'm at work, i keep telling myself not to fell asleep on roads but i still did just now during highway. really can't help it, i was too tired. :( i think one day i'll just fall luh. i'm scared lor!!! SCARED ah, someone faster go get a car better cos not so dangerous. HAHAHA. :x

and so, i cut and dyed my hair again, sorry my darling hair on my cute head! i'll bring you for a treatment after a couple of months, don't die on me again like the other time!(when i bleached it.) boohoo!! :(

hate the makeup they did, super super fugly. like some wayang or ghost can? the eyeshadow so high up to the brows and the liner on the bottom so thick for what? gothic?! worse than avril lavgine i tell you. i'm serious lor! so irritating, make me don't really dare to face people with that face.

when everything ended, i thought i could clean off the hideous eye makeup but NO! the mua(makeup artists) left already! mad mad mad! how could i go to work like that? i have to go home and redo my makeup AND THEN go to town for work. so damn mafan, waste of time!

somemore the choreographers sucks like shit a lot. don't like them don't like them! so full of themselves, sickening ppl!

but overall, minus off the complaints and unhappiness i kept in myself. i love the people there! Especially Lance, he's a super nice man. and because of him and the 2 other young ladies i met there, i like caucasians now even more! love looking at them! their stunning coloured eyes, borned with nice brows, sharp nose, wide beautiful smile, straight teeth, great skin, the way they speak english, the way they carry themselves...

don't you think it's so unfair? caucasians have curled long thick eyelashes, a wide range of different colours of eyes, sharp nose whereas asians have straight short thin boring eyelashes, black(or brown) boring looking eyeballs, small or flat or big nose(seldom have nice sharp ones like caucasians have)...

i myself always think that i must have foundation, draw eyebrows, eyeliner, apply falsies and mascara, put on contact lens then i'll be able to look presentable lor...

NOT FAIR! lols, i should quit complaining cos i can never be them. hmmm, nvm i'll just continue admiring whenever i see one. :D I LOVE CAUCASIANS! YAY!

hmm, i don't know how to explain it, i just love them! haha, they inspired me to speak more and better english. :D

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after rehersal ytd, i went for a quick shopping at my all time favourite store @ watsons! i was so excited bcos i can finally flash out my watsons member card! wee! ^^

i'm a good girl bcos i only buy things that are on discount or on members' discount only. so elated to see tags with MEMBERS' DISCOUNT ONLY. :D

i bought watson's house brand sanitary pads, mineral powder foundation, toothpaste and my fave HALLS candy! :D all on discount! me so happy when i see discounts. haha. initially, i wanted to get dr jart's bb cream and olays liquid foundation but i thoguth i was getting way TOO many foundations in a go, so i left them back.

i've been seeing many advertorials raving about how incredible dr jart's black label bb cream is, i wanted to try it since sometime ago and it is selling at a cheaper price compared to those elling online! i was excited when i first saw it, so i MUST get it next time! :D

for the olay foundation, hmm... it's on sale and ricebunny mentioned on her videos before that cosmetics and skincares on sale are mostly all garbages. :x so i just gave it up easily. another reason is bcos i don't think i need to use anti-aging now? like maybe 3 years later would be better i guess. haha. :)

in any case, i'm just happy! so be a happy and easily satisfied person like meee! wahahahahaha. :DDD

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i'm sorry i made you feel like you have no place in my heart. you're right, sometimes i 'm too used to it, till i just take things for granted. i said that "i'll help you top up" doesn't mean i'm being sacarstic, i just feel that you already don't have enough to spend on your self, you still need to pay for your bike's erp, fuel, monthly instalements. i just wanted to help and want you to share the burden with me. i said it in a rude way(plus other times) cos i was feeling frustrated, anxious being late alr and not being able to catch a quick breakfast. you know how hungry i was this morning? i didn't have any bite until afternoon, which when the first show ends. the ppl there are so irresponsible, they disallow me to go and get my breakfast and promise to buy for me, but no. they did not get it and DON'T even bother to let me know. i knew it myself cos i heard them talking about it. i didn't tell you cos i'm afraid i cldn control my rage towards them. i do feel bad when you come and go so many times and had to waste your cash card's balance. that's why i wanted to help you top up, but i think you thought i was being sacarstic. i guess we really can't communicate after so long. it's not your fault, it's mine. i can't communicate even with the closest ppl in my life. all i know is just typing and not speaking out. just let me be and don't ask anything already. i'm sorry, i love you, really.

random stuffs...

yesterday...

went to apple's and tried getting hjf's itouch fixed. guess what? he's getting new replacement for FREE.

maybe apple is too generous or rich lor, cos they didn't even bother to check in detail what actually caused the itouch to be spoilt.

i think i wanna get some apple products in the future cos even if i drop it or spoil it on my own, they'll still get me a new replacement. muahahahaha. :D

okay, i've decided that if i wanna get a lappie, i'm getting a macbook! cos it's beautifully in white. ^^

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finally being told that my last day's on the end of this month. yes yes yesss! approximately 2 more weeks to eom leh! i can finally get away from this workplace... hmm, not that i don't like the boss or what. but just the PLACE. if i continue staying here, i guess i'll be suffocated with all the dirty dust here. it is filled with A LOT of dust here i tell you.

if you were to work at cineleisure(level 2), DON'T ever! cos there's so much dust! maybe you can't see it from other shops cos it's very bright but it's just there okay! my shop here is very dark therefore i can see it very clearly in here lor. SO DIRTY and unhealthy can?!

and it's too dark over here, it's affecting my vision lor! hate it hate it hate it! :(

oh, on a happier note, i'm gonna book the air tickets to taiwan with baobao soon too! and we're flying on end of oct! omgosh, can't wait for my virgin overseas trip!!! :D i NEED to bring $1k over! madness right? but i don't care!!!

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i predict today is a bad sales day again, hate this kind of feeling when there's no sales. most worried during the end of the day when i need to msg him the sales everyday. it feels like, you need to pass up your final work to the teacher. aiya, don't know how to say lah. you get it can already. don't get it then nvm lor. :)

i find out that i'm always talking about random stuffs, like jumping from this to that. super no link one. the only i wish for my blog is that it can contain more pictures leh.

cos the tempt ihere again, should i just buy the cam and not wait anymore? i'm super anticipated leh. my bro have 2 cameras. dslr and digital. so greedy right?

i can actually take his digital camera and use it but i choose not to. cos i tried the camera before and no matter how many times and different angles i try to take, it's still NOT nice lor. yes, i mean me don't look nice at all. don't like it!

that's why i gotta get one for myself, own use only. ^^ how how? think think think~

UP 3D!!!

i watched UP in 3D with hjf last saturday and I LOVE IT SO MUCH. it brought tears and i was so touched by the movie.

although at some point it's kind of stupid, like how can the balloon not burst during the storm? so ridiculous lor! but i still love the overall feel it gave me.

i didn't know we need to pay like double for 3D movies. okay i'm a noob cos it was my first time watching it.

double the normal price! quite expensive for me, but i like it! can we watch another 3D movie? i wanna watch that guinea pig movie coming in sept, pls bring me go watchhhhhhhhhh! :D

i don't really like that google like specs. i think mine was worn by some guy or uncle? cos it feels oily at some areas lor. EWWW! paid $13 for such rubbish "specs"? :(

PICTURES! (again... yea.)



























hjf was having bad eye day, poor him! still got a big red zit sitting on his left cheek. he kept complaining how that small little zit destroyed the whole picture. HAHAHA!

he's so funny in a way that everytime i would like to poke his pimple and he will go,"OIE! don't touch it! it's gonna burst! it'll soon recover within a few days!!!"

SO FUNNY! you should really see how the way he exclaims, showing a vain side of him, which no one might have seen it except MEEEEEEEEE~!

okay, stop the crazyness. i'm off to do my work. like finally?!?!?! :D

separate post.

no meaning eh? but i just feel like posting another one cos i feel my blog is too empty! lols. :D

so wanna post this picture since last week.





i know i look like crap but MY LAOPO LOOKS SO PRETTY! so must post it and show off a bit. :D

saw this kitten at my house downstairs, she is awfully cute! but too bad i can't keep her, cos i'm sure ah bee(my dog) would eat her up.





cute? i saw her for straight 3 or 4 times every night. but i haven't seen it anywhere now. i guess someone must have adopted her? hope that someone will take good care of that lovely kitten. :)



another picture of me and the kitty. baobao says that the pictire looks so motherly love towards its child. LOL.

anyhow, this is me at the salon during the dyeing process.



like a taitai? HAHA. i wished! :P

the result...



















hjf says the colour quite suits me cos bright colours suits ppl who looks AH LIAN. ==

somemore pictures...

this were taken ard last week i think? we went for pp's sakae sushi finally! we've been wanting to dine there but always no time!

among all the sakae sushi outlets in sg, i don't wanna go to any other outlet cos i trust only parkway's outlet! :x







love my bare eyes. wahahahaha. xy said before it look like puppy's eyes. really? :D

that's all!!!

no title.

facebook and blogger is driving me CRAZY!

why is it so lag like a snail? does the problem lies with the computer connection here or is it just BLOGGER and FACEBOOK?

someone! fix the problem up?!?!?! :(

whatever it is, i just wanna blog about random stuffs that happened recently.

firstly, I MADE A BLOODY MISTAKE. i thought my off days are tuesday(today) and wednesday. i was sleeping peacefully and suddenly my boss called,

boss: cuiping ah? you know you got work today?
me: (with a deep voice) huh? today? i off today and tmr what?
boss: no no, you're working today.
me: but you said i'm off on tues and wed?
boss: yes i said you WORK on tues and wed, not OFF on tues and wed.
me: oh oh ok, i'll come over right now...

BLUR OR SOTONG?

disappointing! i've alr decided how to spend my tuesday and wednesday alr leh. not it has to be pushed to thursday! :(

but luckily, hjf was there to fetch me to work, if not i'll be so so so late! knowing that i have been rushing to get prepared and didn't hav the chance to lunch, he cooked my favourite tomyum maggi meeeeeeeeeee! :D

yes, i'm sure he's the one who cooked it. cos if it were his maid, the noodle would have taste nicer! :x hahahaha, thanks lah. i know you love me! :D

anyway, ytd was a mini bday celebration for our dear weilong. 4 cousins and 1 outsider(hjf)! hahaha! :D

we wanted to make a surprise for long, but he suspected us a little long ago! but still, he still got a shocked when the waitress brought his birthday cake out.

PICTURES!

























HAPPY BDAY LONG, WE LOVE YOUUUU! :D

it's been a while!

bcos bcos bcos i've got like 3 straight off days!!! thurs, friday and saturday! :D

mad happy cos i finally have enough rest and get to spend some quality time at home. ^^ let me tell you, i HAVE so many things to write about here. so, you can actually just ignore this post filled with big chunk of words as there'll be no pictures posted. blogger is still not working after a hundred years! BAH!

regarding my complaints, thoughts, sharing... :)

1)CLUBBING

i think powerhouse is the typical frequent club that i always go. main reasons are bcos:

-there's this podium which is allowed for LADIES only.
-good music
-HUGE dancefloor(well, at least to me)
-PH serves my FAVOURITE heaven & earth GREEN TEA!

lols, i've been clubbing too much for the past 3 weeks? too much kills bcos the last time i club on wednesday, i could feel my legs go WEAK even before 4am cos i'm usually energetic throughout the whole night.

gosh i feel damn tired that night, can really die. it caused me to skip work on the following day as i'm having HELL muscle ache, feels sour on my damn whole body.

i don't mind being on the dancefloor even though i would STRONGLY prefer to be on the ladies podium. BUT, i can't stand the people down there.

what's with the loud singing, grinding, pushing, sweating, vomitting?!

i can't stand it! i didn't say you can't sing(actually they're just screaming away with the music, totally destroy the whole thing) but must you sing(scream) into random people's ears? that's really irritating!!! there's even this uncle in his late 30s i think, screaming his lungs out like, "OWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" feel like giving them one tight slap in the face. ==

okay, i know grinding is a very common thing in clubs but i just hate it. i reckon this kind of thing would ever happen on ladies podium cos there won't be any guys up there. it DISGUST me totally, i mean seriously! :(

i HATE HATE HATE the most when it's full house, cos the people on the dancefloor would just use their fucking dirty hands to push you out of their way, like they are the queens? the ones i met mostly are LADIES! so arrogant luh.

and more people means lesser space to dance and breathe. EQUALS to everyone starts to SWEAT! ewwwwww, i hate this the most! sticky and smelly! why the fuck must i be bury in all this smelly and sticky shitszxzxzxzxzxz?! some got serious BAD BREATH too, like omgosh, can faint! ==

baobao kept advising me not to club too much as people would start to label me as,"oh, cp? that girl who ALWAYS appear at powerhouse ah?" haha, but i wanna go phuture though, haven't been there yet. okay i know i'm a slowpoke. :(

2)RIDING

riding what? a BIKE! yes yes, hjf let me try on his bike for fun on thursday night at a quiet carpark. quite late alr, not much cars. that's why i would dare to try it.

i feel proud of myself! i can kick start the bike, ride a short distance, even with hjf behind me. i know how to change to gear 2 too! lols.

but the main thing is, i had a minor accident. just a minor only. i ALOMST crash into someone's car. yea, like ALMOST! a few cm away only i guess? cos i was turning the direction and there's this car which is trying to park nice nice, i wanted to stop but hjf just said,"nvm! just ride pass it only, just go, it's okay one. don't worry."

as i don't know how to use my body to turn the vehicle to another direction, i ALOMST go straight and nearly bang onto the side of the car. i was SO nervous and scared that i braked so hard out of a sudden.

the vehicle sorta like jerked really hard and i fell with the bike. :( but hjf was quick enough to jump out of the bike so he's fine. i was in a state of shock but luckily i didn't hit the car. LUCKILY!!!

and still in a shock state me, still continue to ride the bike back to the original place.

overall it's quite fun, but i'll just stick to car if i'm gonna get a drving licence cos bike is really really dangerous.

i'm fine, just a few scratched and a big blue black on my inner big thigh. UGLY! :(

3)SHOPPING

i seem to lost interest in shopping recently. i think there's season? maybe this season i don;t feel like shopping at all. but i bought quite a number of stuffs though.

i don't know how many cosmetics and skincares must i buy until it can all satisfy me.

for example, i only have one face but i have more than 5 bottles of bb cream? like that's so INSANE! i've left onlly *** for my savings so i MUST stop alr luh, first week of august just passed and i'm spending like this. how to survive till end of month? :(

4)BRAS AND BIKINI

i NEED to complain about this.

WHY WHY WHY? the tube bras that i LOVE so much are all sold out and all left like freaking ONE piece? i hate to take last piece items ESPECIALLY when it's something i'm gonna wear so close to my skin.

i know i can wear it after i wash but i feel very sensitive about this. :(

i first saw it at malaysia's young hearts and minoshe. right after i'm back to sg, even the outlet at sg is also left ONE piece? :(((

sighs, guess i have no fate with it.

on a happier note, i bought for myself a BIKINI. hahaha! i know it's not something worth talking about but it's my first time buying one for myself and AM gonna wear it to beach.

i'm not a very outdoor person but i just wanna show off my NEW bikini! muahahahahahaha.

p.s i wanted to get the white one but got the black one in the end. i'll definitely get the white one next time! :D

5)NEW HAIR(AGAIN AS USUAL EVERY 2 MONTHS)

trimmed + dyed my hair on friday! now it's so reddish orange/orangey red! idk luh but will post up pictures soon. :D

had a scanning for our scalp and mine is more to a healthy scalp! happy me! :D but tend to have minor hair loss though. :\

argh, i regret not washing my hair for the 3rd day! now i feel kinda sticky and dirty on my head. looks oily too. EWWW!

6)WORK

i'm thankful that i've 3 more weeks to go! and boss is training some new stuffs so which means i don't have to work so much per week. but lesser pay of course... hmmm, but i don't mind actually! love to have extra time for myself. :D

but on the other hand, i'm being stressed by boss that i need to hit the sales target. what can i say? just try my best, even though i'm leaving this place alr.

plans after i've quit? hope hjf can yang me. LOL, just kidding luh. hjf don't stunned okay? :D i not that kind of useless bum who doesn't work.

need to think. think of how to get into THAT job, heard that i need to know the people there so they could bring me in. hard luh, my social circle damn small, like an ant. blame myself for being such an introvert since young. :(

7)MY PETS

i'e got THREE hammies now. i'm glad that the three of em are getting along quite well now. at least they don't eat each other. 3 different colours and total different personalities! i know hamsters have no personalities, i just meant that they have different habits.

like, one likes to sleep, one likes to eat, one is super active! hahaha. their names are marco, parco, mico! weird names, i know. i'm not sure of their genders, i just anyhow gave them the names. all end with a CO! i like. :D

8)PERFUMES

if you've been following my twitter, you should know that i'm into perfumes recently! especially those sweet smelling ones! :D

i just bought one from boss's aunty the annasui's live your dream, i ordered diamond dazzle from pandora's box and think i'm getting majorlica's perfume balm! and guess what? i've clinique happy, guess in pink and another pink bottle from sasa which laopo gave me at home.

so in total, i'm gonna own 6 different sweet smells?! LOL, okay i know!

monday: clinique happy
tuesday: sasa perfume
wednesday: diamond dazzle
thursday: guess
friday: MJ balm
saturday: anna sui
sunday: unknown yet, wait till i buy one more? LOL.

me is happy cos i get to smell like a sweet everyday. :DDD

9)SAVINGS

*slaps head* i've been having fun for the past few days yet i forgot about creating a new bank account for my savings? someone, slap me on my cheeks. T_T

TEY CUI PING PLS PLS PLS RMB, THIS IS OMG SO IMPORTANT, MUST BE DONE LUH.

10)APPEAL, FINES

hjf got a fine and i appealed for him. just checked email, no news yet. don't know can be accepted or not. he's been getting quite a handful of fines late.

don't keep getting fines leh. i'd rather you to use the fine's amount to treat me to ichiban. :( REMEMBER NOT TO PARK AT ILLEGAL LOTS AND GET YOUR PARKING COUPONS, SEASON COUPONS AND TOP UP YOUR CASH CARD WHEN RUNNING LOW. FUEL ALSO RMB FILL UP WHEN RUNNING LOW, I DON'T WANNA END UP IN THE MIDDLE OF HIGHWAY. :P

11)TWITTER

i've been having a great time using twitter. be it using my berry or computer to tweet, i just love it! but it seems like none of my friends is using this application? go join twitter and join the fun with me!

twitter is a great creation bcos i get to scold and complain and whine there without having to blog. THUMBS UP for twitter. TWEET TWEET TWEET!

12)HANDPHONE

so far, my bb isn't giving me any technical problems, still loving it! the battery life is super amazing as i don't have to worry about my bb dying on me even if i'm out of house for the whole day with only half battery life left. :D

even though i don't have the data plans and i can't get to use the bbm but it's okay! i have wifi at home and at work. :D love the qwerty keyboard and it has suduko!!! meee loveee! ^^

13)HJF

i've many things to say to you. it;s like we see each other almost everyday but there's some stuffs which i don't tell you directly. maybe this is just my character? i express better in typing, NO NO to talking.

i know you can say out anything you feel or think freely but i'm different. at times i really can't.

you always think that my love towards you is not very much. like maybe, 1/4 of your love towards me? IN FACT, i think we're at the same level.

like what i've said earlier on, i don't express or show out the way you do but i do it in different ways. i'm quite sure you understand the fact that diffent people has different point of view and way of doing what they think is right.

i didn't mean to blae you or what just saying out my thoughts. you know i don't like you to see my blog in front of me or see the way i type. i don't know, i just don't like it. so please, don't come and ask me about it, cos you know i'll just talk about another topic and pretend that i didn't hear you asking me.

i know i'm weird at times, and am glad that you understand and accept this part of me as i know if it's for other guys, they would have lost their patience towards me. you're the best for knwoing me. :)

when on roads, you know what scares me the most?

flyovers, cutting in between cars and turning.

i'm scared that we might fall out of the high flyovers.
i'm scared of your rear mirrors hitting other cars' mirrors or my leg/hand being hit by the cars.
i'm scared we'll lose balance and fall on the ground really hard when turning.

did you notice any of this? i hope so.

i've always told you ma lu ru hu kou, roads like tiger's mouth?(haha, don't know how to translate) if you're not careful for one time, then that's it alr. anything can happen one.

if given a wish that will come true, i will not wish us to be together forever.

i will wish YOU to be safe on roads at ALL times.

even if we don't end up tgt next n\time, my wish will still remain the same cos i don't wanna experience the feeling of losing you.

that's all, rmb, don't talk anything about this infront of me. :)

on a side note, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! everyone's gonna rush to marina this evening to watch fireworks except me! as i need to work. i wonder when's the last time i watched fireworks? or i haven't watch it before?i only watched them from my house's window since young. yes from far. pathetic right? :(

lastly, i doubt anyone reads cos it's still not official announced to my friends yet. hahaha. so i do wonder, who will ever bother to read? especially like this kind of wordy post?

is it you? :)

updates!

i feel tired still, despite trying my best to get enough sleep. :(

supposely to wake up earlier than usual, go to bank get my money, get my cam at amk, then to work.

BUT in the end, everything didn't turn out how it SUPPOSE to be. :((((((((((

hjf woke up late.
we went for a quick breakfast cos my stomach can't wait till lunch.
went to amk and it's oos.
sad.
went to sim lim that particular store.
oos too.
double sad.
walk around, hoping there'll be a miracle.
found one with a good similar price.
just when i confirmed i'm getting it, he told me it's oos in his store too.
triple sadness.
as we walk out, we tried one last store.
good price plus free stuffs.
EVERYTHING was perfect.
again, when i was about to say i want it,
the guy told me that an improved version would be released ard sept.
he told me don't buy in such a rush as the better version is more worth it.
quadruple sadness!!!

AHHHHH!!!
i feel like crying can?! :(

but maybe, it's a blessing in disguise?
i wanna get it but he stopped me, telling me to wait for another 2 more months to get a better one.
oh well, i don't think he's lying to me.
i shall wait patiently another 2 months, since i've alr waited for so many years. :)

alright, since i can't get my camy,
it's the time of the month again...

TO SHOP!!!

i'm a good girl so i won't spend every cent of my pay. :D
so need to restock my cosmetics and skincare.
zxzxzxzxzxzxz.
my mum said that i work so much and in the end i will always use the money to 'yang' my face and not 'yang' myself. :x

but it's very important to me!
if my face is full of enlarged pores, zits, acnes and saggy skin, don't think hjf want me anymore.
LOL. just kidding. :DDD

hmm, it's august already!!!
i bet it's gonna be a hard time for all who are doing sales.
everyday in the shop doing nothing, staring in the air.
but lucky i have sophia with my at the opposite! :D

p.s just as i wanna post picture, i realized i can't click on the icon at all!!! it's not responding to my endless clicking. :( but i can click others leh. how? why like this? HAIZ!!!

but HEY! there's still photobucket. i almost forgotten that i did upload some pics over there and have alr resized! :D

so here, are some of the pics last thursday with hjf. :D





























pls pardon the quality of the pictures cos it's all taken using my bb 2 mp lousy camera. okay, i've also given up on my eye bags alr. :( NVM!

SEE the mickey so cute right?! hjf caught it for ME at prize stage. :D it only took him 2 tries only. OMGOSH! he must be damn lucky that day, he even shouted "YESHHH!" so loudly lor. dumb boy. hahaha. :x

the mickey still can walk by itself when you on it.
but i haven't put in any batteries yet BUT I SWEAR it's awfully cute cos i saw the sample one walking round and round on the floor! so feel like pinching it. :x

haha, happy dating with hjf even it's quite a short one.
cos he's late that day and need to go bank to pay this and that blah balh.
too many to name out. :x
nvm, i forgive you.
when's our next dating????
i got my pay, let's go munch munch japanese restaurant!!! :DDD

btw i got my watsons member card too!
LOLS, i'm a watsons fan cannot meh? :x
i haven't use it yet.
anticipating!!!

BRING ME OUT AGAIN ON MY OFF DAY.
xoxo pinggg

p.s the last pic of hjf. hmm he's just trying to show me he has hidden double eyelids. BUT YOUR EYES ARE STILL AS SMALL AS DUST. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D