boohoo...

i doubt there'll be any sales today. :(

don't care, tmr's my off day anyway. i'll just enjoy myself to the fullest and rest enough! :D

i'm all ready for ph with laopo!!! but right now, she hasn't done anything yet. lols.

anyway, i'm sure hjf would be reading this bcos he ALWAYS can't get to sleep whenever i go clubbing. hahaha. don't worry okay? nothing will happen to me, i'll take good care of myself FOR YOU. :) go play dota or smth, don't think so much, once i reach home, i'll ring you. :D

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on a side note, i THINK my apply-mascara-on-the-lower-eyelash skill improve leh!!! lols, feels damn happy, i see at least there's SOMETHING. :D cos i can almost describe my eyeslash as BOTAK or DESERT. i'm serious lor. :( so little only. if i had natural long and full lashes i won't be putting on fake lashes, i'd have used macaras, more natural unlike fake lashes.

but now i can't wear fake lashes as often as i used to,like every single day? maybe it's bcos of the glue or my eyelid's sensitive. if i wear for too long, my eyelid would like, become swollen and red, feels pain too! :( so now, i only wear on my off days when i go dating with hjf or any chance i have when i'm not working.

i think it's good for me too, i won't be so dependent on it and become very self-consious. right? luckiy my cousin brain-washed me successfully if not till now, i wld keep wearing the fake lashes no matter how pain or uneasy i feel. THANK YOU BAOBAO I LOVE YOUUU! <3

lols, sucha random post. i just love to type type type, type all my thoughts out and throw it all HERE. :) i think twitter is superb cos if i only wanna type a sentence or two, i can tweet, if i wanna type a WHOLE chunk of rubbish, i just throw it here. TWITTER IS AWESOME. :DDD

gtg do my closing, hjf's coming soon too, to see me first then he go home. he just loves me too much. hahahahahaha. :D

i'm here...

AGAIN! :D been having much fun with my bb nowadays. but i don't know how to use that bbm?! wasted luh... :(

ehhh, why the connection for the earpiece is on the side not on the top? when i plug in the earpiece i can't put it in the holster, i hate it. i wanna it to be in the holster and not carrying it with my hands when i'm on phone or music. sianzxzxzxzxzxzxz.

and why can't it vibrate and ring at the same time instead of vibrate then ring? i know it's not really a important factor but it's kinda pissing me off. :x finish vibrating alr then ring, the person on the other line would have hung up alr. but if ring only, can't hear then can't feel vibration how? lols, i thnk i'm such a mafan person. :x

but other than that, i'm sooo in love with it! :DDD thanks HJF again for buying it for me! <3 yesss meeeeee, only meeeeeeeeee. ;x

powerhouse tonight!!! :D main purpose is bcos of a secret mission. wahahaha, hope that laopo and me will accomplish it. :x and yayness for off day on the following day, double yayness for the NEXT following day cos it's PAYDAY! which also marks the second month i've worked at fiil, one more month to go! just one more month, and i'm outta this place. :)

but right now, i need to do counting for the salary for 3 staffs including myself. very important task so it must be done by someone who is responsible and honest which is yours truly! :x okay, bhb i know. boss trust me A LOT, seriously A LOT, till the extend he lets me to count my OWN salary and he didn't check AT ALL. omgosh, make me so stress only, what if i count wrongly? i'm so scare that i'll make mistakes and then he'll think i'm cheating. :( so i must make sure i count at least 10 times. oh YES, 10 times it'll be. :D

1off day per week is not enough for me at all.
not enough time for lovelove! we wanna go so many places tgt lor. but don't know when will we gonna fulfil ALL? before i die i hope. he said he wanna bring me to zoo, bird park, science center, sentosa, swimming, gyming, bball-ing, clubbing, eating good food, tattoos, piercings, mass neoprints tgt, rent past movies and dramas to watch, shopping, movies, MORE kbox, MORE cycling, MORE movies, more more more...

never enough.

so tell me, is one day per week ever enough for me?

HELL NO!

but! at the same time, i need to work, do something for a living. cannot play all day only. haha. how contradicting. :\

shall end here. byeee. :)

p.s why blogger isn't working yet? i need to flood my blog with loads of pictures soon, REAL soon. :)

EXCITEMENT-NESS!

omgosh! i finally changed my phone and i'm so proud of my new phone bcos it's a gift from HJF! totally loving it! YUMS! :D
still figuring out how to use though, i'm quite slow. hahaha. :D

next is camera! which is on this coming weekend. seriously, i WISHED this time, everything will go smoothly, not like the other few times, having so much problems searching for it. :(

did you see the above picture of my blog? cannot be seen! i'm so gonna get it CHANGED once i have my cam. can't wait can't wait! :D

so many things to be done, so little time!
can i like, stop this job right away? :(
no time no time no time!

no time for myself,
no time for my friends,
no time for my cousins,
no time for blogging,
no time for HJF:)!!!

still have some stuffs need to be done before i forget!
1.new bank account(seriously must start to save some money and STOP spending like no tmr)
2.pay my bills(been oweing since dinosaur years)
3.braces(this need no reason)
4.photoshop install cd(lost mine and cannot be found:()
5.haircut(it's going out of shape like an auntie alr)

that's all for now.
MORE to come. :DDD

dear...

i'm contantly checking my phone every few minutes.

just to see how many times would you call me.

oh my, am i going insane?
what exactly am i thinking?
i don't know.
am i angry? sad? frustrated? annoyed? just can't figure it out.

seriously, what's wrong with me? i so feel like killing myself. why am i behaving this way?

you really MEAN a lot to me, i'm not lying.

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i really wanna go home. i feel very uncomfortable working here. it's damn dusty here and i can't stand breathing in this shop for more than 4hours.
the moment when i reach shop everyday, i just play the computer, eat my lunch.
after that, i'd feel so moody, miss home so much...

i miss my bed the most!
sighs, i think i didn't have enough rest this 2 weeks?
working 65 hours every week, i doubt no one would be able to have enough rest. :(

MY ENERGY ARE ALL DRAINED OUT...

woopsss

i really don't wanna neglect my blog, just that...

i don't seem to have much stuffs to blog about.

MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!

no good camera to take quality picturesss. :(

BAH!!!

you'll know it's true :)

4 more hours to off from work.

imma happy and satisfied girl today cos i plucked my eyebrows and bought new pair of contact lens for myself! :D

but sadly, have to come for work at 5pm! tired, so tiring. my eyes are closing and can't seem to stop yawning.

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HAHAHAHA. hjf♥ ♥ ♥

i think i could understand

hihi.

work is damn boring can? the crowd at cine is like, people mountain people sea!!! cos of harry potter.

BUT HOW COME NO ONE COMES IN TO BUY ANY CLOTHES ONE?!

sickening leh. you know i need to keep worrying about everyday's sales? and that no one would buy anything? scared leh. i wish to leave this place real soon so i don't have to stress myself. :(

but if i leave, no more restaurant city siao alr. HAHAHA. not sian one lor rc. but how come the money earn so slow one? i wanna buy MORE ingredientsso i can lvl all dishes to 10. hehehe...

here, some pictures taken on thursday night with my girls. :D

























blah. if i had my own camera i'll flood my posts with many many pictures for sure one lor. :(

nothing better to do

after 48329055483 years, i finally met up sf and serene. not much changes in them, still the same old smelly faces. :P

aye, i think we shld have gone somewhere else. inside club how to chit chat and catch up?! lols.

but still, i did enjoy the moments with ya'll during the few hours. cos of work luh, if not i don't have to leave early. ARGH. :(

serene pls tag me the pictures soon, ugly ones pls delete. HAHAHA. :D

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sometimes i just cannot stop wondering, is there really a guy who will love the one and only girl whole heartily? and will never ever change the love towards her?

i don't know.

cos i always see some couples(some are my friends) who were so in love and their r/s seems so so stable, like 2 to 5 years like machiam confirm chop chop will become husband and wife in the future that kind but out of a sudden, without any warning. they could just broke off.

why? i always wonder... i feel it's really a pity. for a r/s to just end like this.

i mean, both alr know each other so well, wouldn't it be so tiring to keep looking for a new one? and keep repeating the same stuffs over and over again? like, self introduce, work, studies, hobbies, interests, hates, family, friends, past r/s etc... you know you know??

if i could choose and decide for my life, i'd choose to truly love only once and be with the only him in my lifetime.

that's enough.

cos i feel once is more than enough for a true love.

and i don't like the phrase,"you have to kiss many frogs before you meet your prince."

for me, i only wanna kiss my prince, i don't wanna kiss any ugly frogs. EWWW!ZXZXZXZ!!
hey you! i know you can't stop smiling when you see this right. hahahaha.

stupid

hi, i just deleted my previous posts. lols. like so dumb luh?

whatever, just feel like erasing them.

lots of things to share about leh, but no camera to take picture. :( x 100

i think i so love my life right now. work, shopping, love, sleep after every long days i had. :D

just that i feel i'm lack of friendship. hmm, i do feel weird sometimes, the feeling is indescribable. :\