Tuesday, September 22, 2009

last day of freedom?

I've repeated this so many times, that I'm very very nervous about first day of work tmr!!! To be exact, it's actually later on! I gotta wake up at around 730am? And report for work at 930am! Omgosh omgosh! CALM DOWN CALM DOWN CP!!!

Seriously, I'm not too sure what's the main thing that I'm worried/scared about. Cause I really treat this very seriously? I'm afraid of losing it? Well, don't worry too much. Just gonna do my usual blogging and go to sleep asap. :)

Alright, I'll definitely miss blogging after I start to work AGAIN. Yea, no time for myself already, don't think will have the extra time for blog either. But still hope I'll be able to write something here once a while to keep my friends updated a little. :D

My goal for now, is to get stable at shu uemura. DON'T GET SACKED OR WHAT! Work as long as I can, gain as much experience as I can, and most importantly, save as much as I can. :) The good and bright future of mine is in my hands! I want to settle down as young as possible, don't wanna be an old mama who's got generation gap with her kids! :D

Okeey dokey, here's a more proper update...

Today, which is like, my last day of freedom? Haha, so hjf and I both makes it a point that we shall go dating in case we have very little chance after I start work.

Ah ha! We went to do something we always LOVE to again. Kiaping soft toys at arcade! HAHA! Went over to PS's arcade tot try our luck. Quite a number of choices there and mostly were sooo cute! And you know there'll be those mega huge sized ones at a corner which seldom attracts people? Cos everyone would most probably think it's a mission impossible MISSION. Haha...

Then our backside itchy, took about 3 tries... Really like impossible leh. :( But he's so persistent, that he wanna catch it and he thinks that there;s a chance if we don't give up.

Eventually, we went to exchange another $10 of tokens...

Eh... I think the quote, "NEVER DAY DIE." is quite true? COS WE GOT THE MEGA SOFT TOY!!! I was super surprised and elated over it. Keep smiling and smiling like thissss :D

And when I wanted to share a picture of it at twitter, it kept failing and failing. Fucking frustrated, tried twitpic also cannot. Please go eat shit lah, I think there's something wrong with my phone cos I can see other people uberpic-ing and not me! :( $&#*(!$*&#!@ CHICKEN NEH NEH POK!

Anyway, here's some pictures of it, it's uber cute and huge and I wanna hug it to sleep everynight! ^^









Looks small in the pictures without any comparison but actually its head is like 3 times of mine? HAHA!



Can see? Hahaha...

Wanted to catch a movie but... Short of cash. :x Actually it's only one-sided thinking of mine, I thought we'll be catching a movie but no. Hmmm.

I'm getting too tired to type already ehhh...

Just see the pictures okay. :D









Just look at the scar on his left cheek. Big right? Looks like an injury or a fall. IT'S JUST A PIMPLE SCAR LOR! But why so big and humongous? Itchy hand go squeeze then become like that lor.

I think it's almost a size of a 10 cent coin. Hahaha! :x Never squeeze it out man. Not only does it produce the disgusting liquid thingy but also leaves an ugly scar. Ewwwww!!! Lesson taught already? :P

Kua kua kua... And he kept trying to hide it but can never run away from my shot! :D Being a girl is still the best, at least girls can use a concealer and cover up for the time being until it heals but guys have to live with it, seeing it all the time when he looks in the mirror. Hahaha. :x

More peekies...















When will we have a proper date again? Can we really save up? Can we really last this relationship? Time will answer all my questions eventually. :D

How I wish you could skip army so we can save up faster and earn for money for our account... Let's do this together yea? Stay strong always, never give up!

Nevertheless, I do love you a lot a lot and you know it. :)

Oh oh... And more peekies. Took too much today, just have to throw the whole chunk here. :D





















May this love last forever. Everyday is a V.day with you around. <3

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Sigh, I can't smile properly forever... Without getting a braces. It's really very ugly and such a turn off. Why I have such crooked teeth?! All my family members doesn't have and it's only me!!! Always having a damn big problem smiling and laughing out loud. Maybe that's also the reason why I'm speaking quite soft, because I don't really dare to open my mouth too big, thus the soft voice. :(

I'm really looking forward to putting it, I must get it if not I'll just frown over all my photos when I see my own ugly shit smile. :( Hopefully, by this year end? Gonna cost a bomb to my pocket again... Sigh.

Whatever it is, wishing myself good luck for work later. Goodnss, already past 130am! Gotta run to lala land! Nights and sweet dreams to myself. CP, you can do it. :)

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