I'm sad...

Like damn sad right now... Cos my internet is being a bitch at this hour, it screwed up and I'm unable to play dota. I miss playing it SO much that no one would understand. :( my ping is freaking 2000+ and I don't know what the f causes it. I'm so sad and I couldn't figure out what's wrong? Is it starhub? Or someone else downloading some pron shit? Or is it the laptop's not behaving well? :(

It's gonna be a longgg day tomorrow. Get up early to have breakfast, go to the office to collect memos etc, work till 6, after that go for lessons till 10pm omg so tiring and I'm still not asleep yet. Sigh, I'm still not giving up now. Hopefully the net problem could be solved and I can play a game to satisfy my craving for the game. :( I'm sucha boy! At times, I really wish I'm behaving more feminine. Lols what a joke. Hahaha wtfbbqmaozedong~

it's a hundred times easier to break a relationship than a friendship.

Time to update this shit yea.

I can't remember how long ago was it since we last talked to each other. But seeing those photos of you and your smiles relieves me. I'm glad that you're doing fine and still putting on the big smile which I love to see on you. :) it's good that you've reconcile with her as well because blood is thicker than water, I feel genuinely happy, from the bottom of my heart, that all of you are getting along well together. I know you're better off without me. As a friend, I'm so useless, insensitive, irresponsible, self-centered and all the bad things you could think of. I could be awarded for the worst friend for this life, and that may explain why I don't have any close friends.

Feeling reeeeeally emo right now. I wish I can club tonight but I can't. My teeth is giving me the worst nightmares, the pain which I'll never wanna go through again if I had a choice. :( I need to vent out my frustrations, I need to scream, I need loud music. Sigh. Actually, I do think of you every single day, I can't help it but all the things I do just reminds me of you naturally. I can visualize your big smile with super white teeth as I'm typing this. Haha, take care and I hope you are as happy as compared to the photos I see you in. :)

Versace Bright Crystal

YAY! My new love!!! :D

New.

Hi there! New template.

Wish I could blog more but I'm too lazy to do so. :(

Something.

Smile always.

I'm a full timer for Shu Uemura after 6 months, finally. I've been waiting for this day to come and I almost give up because the amount I was earning was way too peanuts. I'm surprised I could still live till to date with the peanuts salary. Hahaha.

Quite satisfied with the life I'm leading now. Just that I've no friends. Seeing people celebrating their 21st birthday inviting hell lots of best friends is making me feel sad for myself. :( Boohoohoo.

I know there's bizzle by my side whenever I need him but I've been reflecting myself and I'm far too selfish to keep him by my side for myself 24/7. I'm sorry but I'm just too used to it, too used to rely totally on you. I know we see each other every single day and the last time I saw you was 4 hours ago and right here now I'm missing you. I'm sorry I'm sorry please do whatever you want and stop giving in to me already. You're making me very very dependent on you. What's gonna happen to me when you're serving NS?

Sigh, bizzle ah bizzle. If you think I'm ill-treating you just say can?? All the time I've been the one making a fuss and crying and giving so much troubles but I never thought that you might be the one feeling the worst of all even though you never drop a single tear before ever since our last breakup. :( Dui bu qi wo yi ding hui bu chang gei ni de hao ma. Ai ni... <3

Head over heels, still.

I started camwhoring like siao ever since I had Lifeframe. :x

Okay, finally...Finally I gather all of my courage to call and make an appointment with the dentist. What? I'm scared of dentists since young cannot meh... :( But I've always wanted to do braces and I know it might take up to 3, or even 4 years of being an ugly freak. But I believe it's all gonna be worth it... Haha.

I think I'm lke, damn weird or something. Cos I kept forcing myself to go and see pictures of people who has perfect straight teeth so it will be able to motivate me a lil more.

Hmm, most of the ppl who did braces looked better than nefore but there're some, who look even worse. Omg, I'm super worried that will happen to me, like after all those years then the braces made my mouth distorted...

Sigh sigh sigh, shall go for the consultation and see how first. I'm scared to the max. My problem don't lie with the uneven-ness but also ugly teeth. I swear I have the most ugly teeth ever, 2 tiger teeth looking like a vampire lor. Sian, always don't have confident to smile with my teeth. :(



And I can only smile like this forever...:( At times with the correct angle then I can smile with a bit teeth bt most of the time, 90% without. :(

the mask

Doing mask right now. Wishing my face will become as smooth as egg white. Heh. 10 more minitues! :D

At the same time, watching america's next top model and cooking cafe world.

Damn I'm so hungry that I could kill for a tom yum maggi mee now. :(

da jia haozzz

Fml I thought I forget my email address and password for this freaking blog. LUCKILY I retrieved it back. muahahahahaz.

Life's been rather good, just minus the penniless days and I'm doing very the fine. :)

I kept reminding and telling myself I should get my ass and blog something and not just work work work and work. Well, I'm just plain lazy. :(

Anywayz, thought of getting either a miniature poodle or miniature schnauzer. Still deciding leh, have to think of A LOT of things.

-What if the new pup can't get along with bee?

-What if it's not being properly trained to socialize and end up growing up with a personality that fears?

-What if it's sick? Can I afford the cab fares? I can't probably let a dog ride a bike with me can I?

-Grooming? Spaying? Regular attention? Vaccination? Yearly checkups?


Well well, still pondering... I don't want it to end up having a lousy owner.

Must. Think. Hard...



Boohoo, this boy is gonna have his accounts paper later in the morning. Dragged him to the library after my work for him to study while I read through my favourite PETS books. LOL. And now he just finish his last few revisions, looking damn shag.

But I really want him to do well and not repeat the module, waste time only. :\ B PLEASE DO WELL OR GET A PASS AT LEAST. give you many kisses if u do well can a not?! Or I can buy you some presents as encouragement. Hehehehehe. :D Sleep well, eat well, study well. :)

Nightsss.

p.s Feel like going ph tonight. Should I? Feels damn long didn't club already... Since last last saturday. Boo...