I'm a full timer for Shu Uemura after 6 months, finally. I've been waiting for this day to come and I almost give up because the amount I was earning was way too peanuts. I'm surprised I could still live till to date with the peanuts salary. Hahaha.
Quite satisfied with the life I'm leading now. Just that I've no friends. Seeing people celebrating their 21st birthday inviting hell lots of best friends is making me feel sad for myself. :( Boohoohoo.
I know there's bizzle by my side whenever I need him but I've been reflecting myself and I'm far too selfish to keep him by my side for myself 24/7. I'm sorry but I'm just too used to it, too used to rely totally on you. I know we see each other every single day and the last time I saw you was 4 hours ago and right here now I'm missing you. I'm sorry I'm sorry please do whatever you want and stop giving in to me already. You're making me very very dependent on you. What's gonna happen to me when you're serving NS?
Sigh, bizzle ah bizzle. If you think I'm ill-treating you just say can?? All the time I've been the one making a fuss and crying and giving so much troubles but I never thought that you might be the one feeling the worst of all even though you never drop a single tear before ever since our last breakup. :( Dui bu qi wo yi ding hui bu chang gei ni de hao ma. Ai ni... <3
