Like damn sad right now... Cos my internet is being a bitch at this hour, it screwed up and I'm unable to play dota. I miss playing it SO much that no one would understand. :( my ping is freaking 2000+ and I don't know what the f causes it. I'm so sad and I couldn't figure out what's wrong? Is it starhub? Or someone else downloading some pron shit? Or is it the laptop's not behaving well? :(
It's gonna be a longgg day tomorrow. Get up early to have breakfast, go to the office to collect memos etc, work till 6, after that go for lessons till 10pm omg so tiring and I'm still not asleep yet. Sigh, I'm still not giving up now. Hopefully the net problem could be solved and I can play a game to satisfy my craving for the game. :( I'm sucha boy! At times, I really wish I'm behaving more feminine. Lols what a joke. Hahaha wtfbbqmaozedong~
Monday, October 4, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
it's a hundred times easier to break a relationship than a friendship.
Time to update this shit yea.
I can't remember how long ago was it since we last talked to each other. But seeing those photos of you and your smiles relieves me. I'm glad that you're doing fine and still putting on the big smile which I love to see on you. :) it's good that you've reconcile with her as well because blood is thicker than water, I feel genuinely happy, from the bottom of my heart, that all of you are getting along well together. I know you're better off without me. As a friend, I'm so useless, insensitive, irresponsible, self-centered and all the bad things you could think of. I could be awarded for the worst friend for this life, and that may explain why I don't have any close friends.
Feeling reeeeeally emo right now. I wish I can club tonight but I can't. My teeth is giving me the worst nightmares, the pain which I'll never wanna go through again if I had a choice. :( I need to vent out my frustrations, I need to scream, I need loud music. Sigh. Actually, I do think of you every single day, I can't help it but all the things I do just reminds me of you naturally. I can visualize your big smile with super white teeth as I'm typing this. Haha, take care and I hope you are as happy as compared to the photos I see you in. :)
I can't remember how long ago was it since we last talked to each other. But seeing those photos of you and your smiles relieves me. I'm glad that you're doing fine and still putting on the big smile which I love to see on you. :) it's good that you've reconcile with her as well because blood is thicker than water, I feel genuinely happy, from the bottom of my heart, that all of you are getting along well together. I know you're better off without me. As a friend, I'm so useless, insensitive, irresponsible, self-centered and all the bad things you could think of. I could be awarded for the worst friend for this life, and that may explain why I don't have any close friends.
Feeling reeeeeally emo right now. I wish I can club tonight but I can't. My teeth is giving me the worst nightmares, the pain which I'll never wanna go through again if I had a choice. :( I need to vent out my frustrations, I need to scream, I need loud music. Sigh. Actually, I do think of you every single day, I can't help it but all the things I do just reminds me of you naturally. I can visualize your big smile with super white teeth as I'm typing this. Haha, take care and I hope you are as happy as compared to the photos I see you in. :)
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
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